| Location | Basildon, Essex |
| Age | 10 days |
| Cause of Death | Septicemia |
| Date of Birth | 13/10/2006 |
| Date of Death | 23/10/2006 |
| Visitors | 3,252 since 25/06/2009 |
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It all started on may 19th 2006..i found out i was pregnant..i was in shock! i never even thought about having children...then on the 5th june 2006 at 2.20pm there i saw them..my identical twins. My mum came with me to my scan an we could not believe it. As they were identical i had to be transferred to kings college hospital as they specialised in foetal medicine an multiple births. Everything was going smoothly then oneday me an my partner went for a routine check up an we was told the twins had Twin to Twin Transfusion Syndrome but there was only 17% difference an not to worry. The following week me an my parents went to hospital for another check up to see how they were progressing we was told i was having identical girls an that there was 25% difference which is a big increase in a week.so i had to see Proffessor Kypros Nicolaides .He then had to make a decision of what was going to happen next..in the hours ahead i had lots of different tests an scans an i was told that if i didnt have the surgery that was needed i would go into premature labour as Jamie-Leigh was making to much fluid an Billie-rae not enough. At around midnight that evening i had laser surgery to try an save my girls.There placenta was halfed so each baby had there own. There was 33% both babies could die, 33% one baby could die and 33% both babies would survive. Guess what?...they survived. I went back the following week for a check up an everything was fine so i was transferred back to Basildon Hospital. The next few weeks i began getting swollen hands an feet, lots of headaches. i went to the doctors i had Pre-Eclampsia. I was taken straight to hospital where i had to have steroid injections for my babies lungs as they knew they were going to come early.Around 2/3 weeks later i went for a scan to check how they were growing, but Billie-Rae's cord wasnt as it should be. The blood flow was not correct an she wasnt getting what she needed.So i had to see a few doctors an consultants, thats when i was told my girls would be delivered the next morning.That evening me an my mum stayed in a side room, we stayed up till the early hours messing around an laughing. (think she was trying to make me feel better) Then as morning came it was time, my girls were here.On the 13th october 2006, Jamie-Leigh was born at 10.40am weighing 2lb 11oz an Billie-Rae born at 10.42am weighing 2lb 7oz. I was 30weeks + 2days gestation. I didnt get to see them until the next day but my dad an partner did so they took pictures an got them developed for me that evening.My family all came up to see me which was good even though i couldnt show them off yet.I was home by the 16th october an going back an forth to see them..but tragedy struck on sunday 22nd october..it was so surreal i didnt really understand what the hospital had ment when they said Jamie-Leigh had took a turn for the worst, until i got there. As i walked into the intensive care unit an walked into the room where she was i couldnt see her for doctors surrounding her incubator as they were resuscitating her. My legs literally crumbled beneath me.My family soon arrived it all felt like a dream, it wasnt real.We didnt even know what was wrong,was just told she had a serious infection. While we were waiting to find out my mum over heard a doctor say the Seal twin had E-coli - Septicemia. A few moments later we were all taken to the "family room" where we told they couldnt do anymore for her an that she did have E-coli - Septicemia..but they coudlnt tell me how or why, just said that when she does die they are not going to resuscitate her an that she was on morphine an couldnt an wouldnt feel anything.I went to see her an Tracy Fox my favourite nurse who i had grown very close to was there, Jamie-Leigh just looked like she was sleeping so she asked would i like to hold her, at first i said no.Of course i did an as she lay there with no tubes hanging out of her just her heart monitor on, which was going mental, i knew it wasnt gonna be long before she passed. A couple of minutes passed an i looked at Tracey who then looked at the doctor who was behind me, he then leant over my shoulder to listen for a heartbeat, Tracey then looked back at me an said not long now. What felt like seconds, the doctor was back leaning over my shoulder listening for a heartbeat, thats when Tracey looked at me an said the words i didnt wanna hear......."she's gone" At 12.05am on the 23rd of October my Jamie-Leigh had died in my arms..surrounded by her family. I will never ever forget the feelings i had the day i found out i was carrying you an your beautiful sister...an the immense feelings i had the day you were both born...it was aboslutely AMAZING!...I WILL LOVE YOU FOR ALL ETERNITY! i will see you again oneday....i have to. always in my thoughts baby jj...i just wanna thank my family for everything aswell i love you all very much...sleep tight baby girl xxxxx
happy 5th birthday angel
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sweet dreams angel xxxxxxxx
♪♫•**•.Angel Birthday Blessings.•**•☆.｡.•*
.......…….HAPPY 5th BIRTHDAY
…....….....……Jamie Leigh X
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im sorry xxx
hello my beautiful girl..im so sorry i havent logged on here in ages..it doesnt mean i havent thought of u, we dnt need a computer to keep in touch..i know ur around me...i do feel so guilty though...i love u so much an miss u more than anything in this world...in the time i not been on here...ive had a new baby....ur little baby sister Jessica...shes beautiful i wish u cud have been here too..ur twin Billie-rae is due 2 start school september..makes me so sad..coz shes going in alone...but i no u will be with her in spirit an help her because shes not coping very well..i love u kido...i wont leave it so long next time...i promise...xxxxxxxxxxx
⊱♥⊰ A thousand loving memories, ♥
Stored up in our hearts, ♥
To take out and live again ♥
Whenever the tears start. ⊱♥⊰
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❤.... ✣...THINKING OF YOU ON YOUR ANGEL DAY... ✣ ... .❤
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❤........... ✣... REMEMBERING YOU WITH LOVE....✣ ............. ❤
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baby cousin jamie x
to my little baby cousin jamie
happy 4th birthday i really miss you lots and lots
god shouldn't have took you so i could play with you
i wish i had at least got to meet you when you were born
i really really miss you
love you millions
lots of hugs and kisses jamie leigh
lots of love from your big cuz courtney xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
happy birthday sweetie
on 2day on what should be your 4th birthday angel
i sit and think of what could have been if god didnt decide 2 take away our angel he took you baby 2 a better place but left a lot of broken hearts behind
happy 4th birthday angel forever in our hearts
2day and everyday love you millions jamie
lots and lots of hugs and kisses
love from auntie anna and all your cousin matthew, sarah, lenny, courtney and caitlyn xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
Happy Birthday In Heaven - by Winnie Lovett
"Happy Birthday Jamie"
It's sure to be the best one yet,
Though you left us here behind.
Did you think that we'd forget?
Your cake this year, will surely be,
A beauty to behold.
With the icing made of Silver,
And the candles made of Gold.
Yes, your birthday in Heaven,
Will be such a grand affair.
And I know you'll look so lovely,
With a halo in your hair.
The Angels will come from everywhere,
To sing your birthday song.
And I know they'll be so happy,
That you've joined, God's Happy Throng.
No I can't send a card this year,
Or give a gift so fine.
So I'll just send a special prayer,
To that wonderful Daughter of yours.
Copyright of Winnie Lovett
The day your angel wings took flight,
a beautiful new star lit up the night,
our tragic loss is heavens gain,
our hearts feel heavy with this pain.
With the angels you will soar,
in our hearts forever more,
sleep tight angel baby, please stay close by,
and watch over us from your cloud up high.
Tiny angel, so perfect in every way,
we think of you with so much love,
each and every day.
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